So today i decided to make a deviantART.
ah today has been so boring :[
these past few days have just been blah.
sitting on my ass on the computer when i could be doing somthing much better and valubal with my time.
and summers almost over and school is gonna start again :[
the pressure starts all over.

i really wanna prove myself this year, and actually do good and not fool around. i wanna show everyone im not dumb i can accomplish somthing and i wanna be taken seriously. yuh im not the smartest..well even close. your looking at the girl who in geography they were talking about hong kong and thought they made it in a moviewhich would be kingkong. yuh im a ditz and cant spell fer shit. but that dosnt matter i wanna try my best to do good and get thing going, get my act together.

the whole summer i pretty much hung out with alli the most. we always have alotta fun together. we usually walk to timhortons get an icecap then go to subway and get a sub and we always sit at the same table its pretty fun hah. and if its nice enough we walk to the beach and then go to my moms work and eat. we went to great lakes crossing lyk 5 times and wherever we go we seem to meet some pretty sweet pplz.

my biggest vacation was california we go every year. this year wasnt so exciting as the rest but it was a chance to get away, i hung out with my sister most of the time causing chaos haha. we went to a few shows/concerts. i went in a moshpit a got a bloddy lip and a buncha bruises but other then that it was alotta fun. Nothing big really went on there i only went to the beach twice which made me mad sence i lovelovelove the beach. my birthday was on july 27th and it was the worst its alot to explain but my mom told me we were gonna move to california which really upset me cuz i have alotta friends in michigan that i would never wanna leave and then we went out to dinner and no one talked to me and payed any attention t me i ran to the bathroom littarly 13 times balling my eyes out crying and talking to alli on the phone and they sang happy birthday when i wasnt there and drove off without me. i was kinda happy when i came back home.

but my summer had its ups and downs my moms boyfriend of lyk 2 and half years or so came back frm the marines and then broke up with my mom when he came back so its been really hard lately. my mom has been threw 2 hard and abusive relationships so its been hard for us. i thought these two would last. he never gave an explination of why he wanted to be apart all he said was he didnt wanan be with her anymore. its pathetic. its hard enough she works so hard and is a single mother. people are cruel. tell me what is love? i belive there is someone for everyone some people just dont look hard enough or havnt found them yet. i looked up to this guy it was lyk was having a father around sence ive never had  really had a dad there for me. i got close to him. everyone i get close to leaves and chooses not to be around for me only few have stuck around its pretty fucking sad.

my dad is a DICK
gahhh that guy. i cant call him dad.
becuz he was never there.
but hes really killing himseld right now. and his life is going down hill.
hes making the wrong choices.
he lives in a friking motel and is doing bad things.
hes selfish and only thinks of himself
the last time i saw him was in lyk june fer lyk 5 mins to borrow money.
he owes me 400 i gave him money fer food,
to survive to get stuff.
but all he spends it on is..kjlhkjg
its not right at all.
he took lyk thousands out of my money fer college and a car on stupid shit.
hes srsly dead to me.

that was pretty much my summer.
this was really long.
and your probably not going to read it.

comment :]
and how was yr summerr.

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